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mental illness
emotional disorders
lack of psychiatrists
lack of beds in psychiatric facilities
long waits to get help
so few trained trauma therapists
i've lived through the system
i've hung on waiting for a bed
trying not to kill myself
after dissociatively overdosing
have been a therapist
when a highly suicidal client
had to wait weeks to be admitted
for proper care
my disorder was dissociation
most medical schools
don't teach doctors about it
many therapists and counseling programs
avoid it, disavow it, or choose not to see it
incest is more acceptable
yet many victims of incest
who were pre-school age
did dissociate
one in four women a victim
how many of those were
young enough to dissociate
the numbers realistically
have to be extremely high
a known suicidal person
cannot be hospitalized
in a medical hospital
it's all about beds
no effin beds
to save a life
where are the rich ones
aware of this need
to help?
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a senator's son
he screams out
on deaf ears
even he cannot make
a change
how do you tell someone
to hang on to life
when no one is there
to help them do it?
my life has been hanging on
for the most part
integration and marriage
a new puppy have helped
yet today i feel depressed
for no known reason
thoughts of suicide
who would miss me
and round it goes
mental health is one of the hardest things to get in the us...its denied more often than not and then we wonder why when someone walks in a school and starts blasting away...its scary...having worked in mental health and seeing some that had to be turned away...ugh
ReplyDeleteyour words remind me of a single thread where life hangs precariously. Strong images Maggie. The poetry garden is a great place to dig and plant any and every emotion and feeling. Dig deep!
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