dVerse: OpenLinkNight — Week 106
tick tick tick tick tick
don't move for six minutes
the clock in the other room
feels like drum beats
and i'm supposed to be calm
nothing to tune out the
tick tick tick
try to focus on another sound
traffic outside
tick tick tick tick tick tick
the more i try
the louder it gets
"4 minutes to go"
TICK TICK TICK TICK
wanting to leap from the chair
fling open the door
and smash the bloody clock
that i had moved from the room
before we began
because i could hear it
the first session
and almost went nuts
brain mapping
to treat my oversensitivity to sounds
TICKKKK TICKKKK TICKKKK
finally it's over
trying to reach for my iphone
and ear buds to drown out the sound
the sensor on my ear
pulls me back into my seat
GET THIS STUFF OFF OF ME
i don't scream or even whisper
"next time can i listen to my music
while you do this?"
yessssssssssssssssss
Three sessions of brain mapping needed for neurofeedback sessions to hopefully treat my extrasensory hearing and other things that make me eek.
