A Moment

Yesterday I had an emotional moment connected to nothing in particular. Huge wave of grief, pain, regret. Coming to terms or realizing never coming to terms with an amnestic past. I will never know fully accurately what my life was for the first 44 years. Now we enter a new year. Always a time for reassessing and contemplation. I've made goals...things to work on to be more of a social and happy person. New life as Maggie Married Lady with loving husband who loves Italy and France and wherever our next vacation will take us. Newness to embrace. It's the letting go that's so difficult.