Nightmares for years of a place unknown a school, shopping center, dorm Last night yet again though it's been quite awhile Strange books, a library, feeling overwhelmed and unworthy Suddenly awake breathing heavily Initially thought it was carryover from nightmare but it continued Realizing I'm breathing making sounds, I listen intently A pattern of sounds It's someone new crossed over from the wall of amnesia She cannot speak but repeats the pattern She helps me calm down for I am panicked at her labored breathing Slowly feeling grounded, I fall back to sleep I woke up later and my voice had returned Waiting to get to know the newly surfaced being who is part of me And does she have the answers to stop that particular nightmare hell
Peeking outside in snow-spotted garden I spy a weed A dandelion ~ tightly held buds with frays of yellow ready to burst open A weed that used to threaten the beauty of my tiny courtyard now brings smiles knowing Lucy will happily chow down on every leaf and bloom